Tag: romance

  • Week 107 – You can’t live without me

    Astor was glad that the men had separated her and Frost, she didn’t want him to see this.

    She knew how this was going to end.

    She had always known how this was going to end.

    And she didn’t want Frost to go down with her.

    She didn’t want him to see this.

    It was dark down here in the basement, and quiet, the sounds of the party going on upstairs didn’t reach down here.

    They weren’t alone in the basement, the man who had her by the arm was dragging her down a long hall, past cages and boxes with helpless young girls, abducted, sold, now suffering again. The cop in her wanted to free them, but the sister in her had to finish what she started.

    So she did nothing and allowed herself to be dragged down the corridor and into a room. In the middle of the room was a man sitting in a throne.

    A throne.

    Astor almost rolled her eyes. Who did this guy think he was? Sitting in a basement on a throne waiting for young women to be delivered to him for him to rape and beat and who knew what else he did to them.

    The man was dressed all in black and he looked up slowly as she was dragged over to him and shoved onto her knees.

    She knew the second he saw her face because his eyes grew wide.

    Good.

    He recognised her, or at least he thought he did, and he was probably having a heart attack wondering how she was kneeling before him. She and her sister were identical twins, so he was no doubt freaking out thinking she had somehow come back from the dead.

    Astor looked at him and smiled. “Miss me?” she whispered, quietly enough so the men standing guard around the room wouldn’t hear her.

    “How are you here?” he demanded, jumping to his feet and roughly grabbing her, dragging her upright.

    “I’m here for you.”

    “You can’t be,” he growled, shaking her violently.

    “And yet I am.”

    “No,” he backhanded her and she tasted blood. “Who are you?”

    “You know who I am,” she goaded, she just needed to push him a little more.

    “Who brought you here? They said you came with a man. A man who said he owned you but that you needed better training. Training is what I do, but you know that. This is some sort of trick, isn’t it? Isn’t it?” He shook her again, then his fist connected with the side of her head. “You think you can trick me? What did you think you were going to try to get your revenge? You stupid, pathetic girl. Lets go get your man, show him what happens to people who think they can mess with me.”

    He spun her around, crushing her against his chest with an arm pressed against her neck.

    This was the moment she had been waiting for.

    Her colleagues thought she had pushed so hard for the undercover gig to bring down the human trafficking ring. Frost knew she was here for revenge, what he didn’t know was that the only way she could kill him was this.

    Astor reached into her dress and grabbed the small gun that she had hidden under the fake breasts she had put on for the party.

    She only had a split second to do this before the man’s bodyguards were on them.

    She pressed the fun to her chest and fired.

    The bullet passed through her and into the man behind her.

    She didn’t know his name but she knew he was and she knew what he had done to her sister, and she was content knowing that even though she was going to die and she would never have the future with Frost that she wanted at least this man would be dead.

    As blood drained from her body the world began to go fuzzy.

    She dropped to the floor with a jarring thud.

    Gunshots filled the air.

    Then she was being grabbed, cradled, hands pressed to her wound, someone stroked her hair.

    “No, Astor, don’t you dare die on me.”

    Frost’s voice.

    Frost was here.

    She wasn’t sure how, but that was nice. She couldn’t think of a better place to die than in the arms of the man she loved.

    “Astor, stay with me. Come on. You can’t live without me, say it, because its true. I can’t live without you. You just think about that before you leave me. Say it,” he ordered. “Say ‘You can’t live without me’.”

    She didn’t have enough energy left for so many words, but she summoned what little she did have and whispered, “Love you.”

  • Week 106 – Oh My!

    Frost knew this wasn’t a good idea and yet there wasn’t anything he wouldn’t do for Astor, and she wanted this.

    “Remember, keep your head down, don’t speak to anyone, don’t make eye contact, and don’t leave my side,” he whispered to Astor as he led her into the secluded country house of the man who had run the same auction he had bought Astor at. It was going to be a long time before he forgave himself for that. If ever.

    “I know,” Astor hissed back.

    It was now or never.

    Inside the house was full, laughing, talking, food, men-and the occasional woman-and their slaves milled about. He didn’t know how they were going to find who they were looking for. The only lead they had was that Astor’s sister may have been given to a man known to work with unruly slaves, beating them into either death or submission.

    “Oh My!” a man said coming up to him. “She’s a pretty one.” The man ogled Astor, who did indeed look stunning in her tight fitting, low cut black dress. But the thought of anyone else looking at her, having fantasies about her, was almost enough for him to throw the whole charade away and drag her back to their cabin.

    But he didn’t.

    “Actually I’m having a little trouble with her,” he said. “She’s not as obedient as I want. That’s why I’m here. I’m hoping to find someone to help me with that. Do you know anyone?”

    The man leaned in conspiratorially, “Rumor has it, that there’s a man here, down in the basement, who does just that.”

    He felt Astor stiffen beside him and he prayed that she could hold it together. “Thank you,” he nodded to the man. Then he forced out, “Maybe once I get her under control we could do a little swap. Yours is a pretty one too.” He nodded at the blindfolded, gagged young woman standing behind the man with her wrists tied together a string leading from them to the man’s hand.

    Leading Astor along, close behind him, he didn’t trust anyone in this house around the woman he loved. He wanted to discuss what was going to happen once they got to the basement, but it was too risky, he was going to have to trust that the plan they had worked out before they got here would work.

    Two of the biggest men he had ever seen in his life stopped them at the bottom of the basement stairs.

    “I’m here to get some help with this one,” he said jabbing Astor in the shoulder while silently apologising. “I was hoping to get some tips from the expert on training her to behave appropriately.”

    The men exchanged glances, then one of them turned and disappeared into a room. The other stood silently, and so did he, growing more anxious by the second. He wanted out of here. He wanted his gorgeous woman naked in their bed at the cabin, the fire crackling, just the two of them, making love . . .

    “He’ll see her.”

    The voice startled him out of his fantasy and back into the moment. “Thank you,” he said as he stepped forward, bringing Astor with him.

    “No,” the men stopped him. “He’ll see her. Not you. You can go back upstairs to the party. He’ll work with her, see if she’s malleable, if she is you can discuss a long term plan with him at the end of the night.”

    That wasn’t happening.

    He wasn’t leaving Astor alone with that man.

    He wasn’t leaving her alone with anyone.

    Apparently what he wanted didn’t matter.

    One of the men grabbed Astor and dragged her away from him, the other shoved him up the stairs.

    The door was slammed and locked with a terrifying air of finality.

  • Week 105 – Good morning, class

    “I don’t like this plan.”

    Astor glared at Frost, he’d already told her that several times. “Do you have a better idea?”

    “Jumping out of a plane without a parachute would be a better idea, jumping into the lion’s cage at the zoo would be a better idea, going into the very depths of Hell would be a better idea,” he raged, stalking around the small cabin.

    “You’re being melodramatic,” Astor rebuked.

    “Melodramatic?” He rushed her, yanked her off the chair at the table she’d been sitting in and shoved her up against the wall, crushing his mouth to hers and kissing her senseless. “Its not melodramatic to worry about the woman I love walking into the devil’s lair.”

    Call her sappy but all she heard was that she was the woman that Frost loved. Consider how they met and what she had to, not even taking into consideration that they were on the run, and she probably should be taking things a little more seriously, but she loved this man, and it touched her heart in a way nothing else ever had when he said he loved her.

    “Why are you smiling all goofy at me?”

    “Because I love you,” she said, her hands moving to unbutton his shirt.

    “Oh, no, no, no, you don’t get to distract me like that, missy.” Frost snapped a hand around her wrists, pinning both of her hands to his chest.

    “Missy?” she arched an eyebrow.

    “Don’t do this,” he begged. “There has to be a better way.”

    “We haven’t come up with one,” she reminded him. “You used all your contacts to get this name, its the closest thing we have. This could be our only chance. He’s going to be at the party. You take me, I pretend to be your slave,” that word almost stuck in her throat, even though that had been the plan all along, to pretend to be someone’s slave she still didn’t like the idea of belonging to another person.

    “You can never pull that off. I can’t either,” frost protested.

    “We can. We have to.” Whether Frost liked it or not, or how risky this was or not, they had to do this. She had to get justice for her sister. If she didn’t then she would never be able to get closure and move on.

    Frost glared at her, but she saw the love in his eyes. He knew how much this meant to her, and he knew that this could be their only chance, and he knew that to have the future together they both wanted they had to do this first.

    Then he shoved her down to her knees. “Good morning, class, we have a lot to learn and only four days to learn it.”

    Astor shivered, and hoped she knew just what she was about to get them both into.

  • Week 104 – When reality set in

    Frost was pretty sure this was a mistake.

    On so many levels.

    Right now he was afraid that when Astor woke back up, and when reality set in, she was going to resent him kidnapping her and bringing her.

    He sighed.

    It was too late to do anything about it so he may as well plough forward and follow through on what he’d started.

    With a last glance at the bed where Astor was still fast asleep, he turned back to his laptop. He had at least managed to make some progress trying to track down who had bought and killed Astor’s sister. He didn’t have a plan yet, and he wasn’t letting Astor just rush blindly into this because she was so focused on getting her revenge, but something would come to him. It had to, he had the best motivation in the world, keeping the woman he loved alive.

    “Hey.”

    He jumped at the voice, then frowned as he turned to find Astor standing behind him. “You shouldn’t be up.”

    “I’m feeling better,” she told him, and her eyes did look clearer than they had earlier. “This cabin is really adorable.”

    She looked around, and his did too, even though he knew that the cabin looked like. She was right, it was an adorable cabin. It was one main room with a bathroom, there was a kitchenette in one corner, a square table beside it, a large fireplace took up most of one wall, there was a couch in front of it, a bed in the corner on one side of it, and the desk where he was sitting on the other side.

    “It belonged to my grandfather. We used to come up here sometimes, just the two of, go fishing, hike, ski, those were fun times,” he said wistfully.

    “Thank you for bringing me here, and sharing this place with me,” she rested a hand on his shoulder.

    Her touch did what it always did. It overwhelmed him with such intense love for her that the only thing he could do to deal with it was to sweep her off her feet, deposit her on the sofa, and kiss her senseless. He wanted to do more, but she was recovering from a concussion, and he didn’t want to make things worse.

    “Don’t stop,” she murmured when he broke the kiss, her hands curling into his hair and trying to bring his mouth back to hers.

    “You’re recovering from a concussion,” he reminded her with a laugh.

    “Hold me,” she asked, starting to look a little sleepy.

    Now, that he could do. Scooping her into his arms he sat down with her on his lap, reaching for a blanket that was folded over the back of the sofa, he tucked it around them. The flames in the fireplace danced about and he could hear a blizzard swirling outside, this was how regular people spent their days. Sitting curled up in front of a fire while a storm raged outside. Only they weren’t normal people, and these circumstances for them being here were about as far from normal as you could get.

    And yet they were here.

    And they were sitting together, enjoying one another’s company.

    “Have you slept at all since we came here?” Astor asked.

    “No, but I have been working on finding the men who killed your sister.”

    “And I appreciate that. I want to see them pay for what they did, but not at your expense. Lets go to bed, get some sleep, then in the morning we can work on a plan. Together.”

    He wanted to argue, tell her that he needed to figure this out for her, she had fallen in love with him and he needed to try to prove to her that that hadn’t been a mistake. But how could he resist going to bed with Astor, even if it was only to sleep?

    “Okay,” he agreed. He carried her to the bed, and once they were both lying down, pulled up the covers. Astor immediately snuggled into him, her breath warm against his neck, and she lay close enough that he could feel her heart beating.

    Frost had never known it was possible to love someone like he loved Astor.

    He’d thought that kind of love was reserved only for fairytales, and he was far from Prince Charming, so how could he ever hope to find his Cinderella?

    Yet life had given her to him.

    She might be just as twisted and dark as he was, they were the perfect couple, and he loved her deeply and completely. He would make sure that he helped her get what she wanted, and then who knows, maybe they would get their happily ever after.

  • Week 103 – It’s hard

    Her head pounded with a vicious headache.

    Astor felt like she was stuck in quicksand, she couldn’t move, she couldn’t think, she had no idea where she was, what had happened, or what was going around her, all she could do was try to breathe through the pain.

    She moved her head a fraction of an inch, and the pain was so bad she moaned and almost slid back into oblivion.

    “You’re awake.”

    Someone hovered above her, and wiped her brow with a cool cloth. The cold water soothed her headache a little and she summoned up enough strength to crack her eyes open. She immediately groaned and let her eyes fall closed.

    “Just rest,” the voice soothed.

    Who was it?

    She was so confused, and the thumping in her head made it difficult to think

    Fingers brushed across her cheek and a familiar rush flushed through her.

    “Frost,” she murmured.

    “Right here.” She felt the bed dip as he sat beside her.

    “Mmm,” she moaned again as just trying to figure out what was going on hurt her head. Regardless she wanted to know what was going on. “Where are we are?”

    “Can you open your eyes?”

    She tried. Failed. Tried again. “It’s hard,” she groaned.

    “You can do it,” Frost encouraged.

    Astor tried again, and managed to crack her eyelids up enough to see Frost’s worried face looking down at her. “There you go,” he gave her a smile, a strained one, but a smile none the less.

    “What’s going on?” she asked.

    “Well, you wanted me to hit you over the head and leave you behind so your cop friends wouldn’t know about the two of us. I thought about it, I thought you might be safer with them, but you would have tried to get back into the sex trafficking ring and I wouldn’t have been there to protect you. So I improvised.”

    She arched a brow, then winced at the resulting pain. “Improvised?”

    “I knocked you out, but then I kind of used you as a, a hostage,” he cleared his throat. “And used you to get us off my property. I brought you to a small cabin that I own.”

    Panic surged through her, momentarily pushing away the pain. “They could have killed you.”

    “Well I couldn’t let you get yourself killed. I want to help you find them, the men who killed your sister.”

    She’d never been so touched in her life.

    He was risking his life to help her because she couldn’t let this go.

    Astor tried to sit up to kiss him but the pain in her head was back and she sunk down onto the pillows.

    “Sorry about that,” Frost’s brow crinkled and he leaned down and tenderly kissed her forehead. “I didn’t know what else to do.”

    She didn’t care. A headache was a small price to pay for her and Frost to still be together, to be safe and away from her colleagues. She wanted to tell him that, how much she loved him and how much what he was doing for her meant, but she was getting tired.

    “Close your eyes,” Frost said as he began to stroke her hair. The motion was soothing and her eyes did flutter closed.

    Astor didn’t know what the future held for them but at least they were together.